Angela's (:

Trip to POMO mall with Maylin.

2011-01-02T06:26:00.000-08:00

HIHIHIHIHI~ LOLOLOL.

hehees.
tdy went maaaaylin's (LOL) hse for POA tuition. FOR FREEEEE ^^
den ltr went out wif her o.o
and she was like:
"Waiting for Angela, is like waiting for a princess."
LOLOL -.-
anyways,
went to find some pomo mall, cos she wanted to buy some headphones.
got off at cityhall,
den WALKED to clarke quay!
OMG MAN. im like so freaking proud of myself :DD
hahas. actually the distnace v short la, tats why -.-
& reallyreally man,
i shld like totally screw the person tat posted on the Net tat pomo mall
was behind clarke quay @#$%^&!
what the fuck manz, its central tats behing it laa!
so went to buy sticky ^^
saw liana, waileng(im like seeing her everywhr, LOL) , tricia & some othr hss-ian. o.o

& turned out,
pomo mall was actually behind Dhoby Ghaut!
what the F man (doreen) HAHAAS.
so bused thr & went to find the shop.
& the shop was actully close! >:
i nearly killed maylin man -.-

but nevermind la,
she treated me to subway n some othr stuffs after tat (Y)
:D

meeting my xiaohui'kantung tmrw agn
to finish up hw.
hopefully can finish.

&& im like so not looking forward to school man. D:

With Or Without You, I can live perfectly fine.

New year resolutions!

2010-12-22T01:14:00.000-08:00

HEYLO, :D
finally got time to update sia. ((:

manymanymany things happened when i was away manz.
sighs.
both good and bad la. :/
but more good ^^

ANYWAYYYYS,

HAPPY NEW YEAR PPL! ^^

hope u all have a blessed year ahead ((:

went tiong park wif usual clique ytd to celebrate countdown :D
doreen,cynthia(yamin) & maylin
fun ttm la~ :P
fireworks super niceeee (:

^^
came up wif these new year resolutions though <:
-work hard for my upcoming N levels. like really put in the effort. not just lip service ._.
-do my sch homework! (i realised tat i din do, not even one of my hw last yr :/ all go sch copy de)
-to be able to continue & excel in my taekwondo class ^^
-grow taller
- stop eating so much -.-
-SAVE MONEY! :O
-dun be so soft hearted
-have a more longer lasting relationship ((:
-forget abt all the unhappy stuff in 2010
-treat my parents nicer. LOL.
-be a goooood girl (Y)
-be a meaner person. (ppl take advantage on kind ppl D:)
-make more new fwens! (i barely know anybody from the class tat im post to -.- fml)
-stop being so horny and dirty minded -.-

hahahahaaas~ i think thrs more though.
but i forgot liao :3 HEHS~

Victoria's Secrets (Y)

2010-12-16T06:28:00.000-08:00

Gives You Hell - The All-American Rejects
(love this song ttm la. totally fits my personality. :X)

Truth be told, I miss you.
Truth be told, I'm lying!~ :P

anyways,
after tution tdy,
rotted at home D:
well,
not really rotted la
was ebay-ing and blogshopping. (Y)

hvent done tat for quite a while yeah. ._.

VICTORIA'S SECRETS. :D

anyways,
i think im gonna buy this-

(click pic for larger pic ^^)
actually wanted to buy it last time,

den SOME pajiao person go press wrong button -.-

and i ended up buying the body wash instead of the body mist :@

but ohwell, body wash oso nice yeahhh ((:

and buying this toooooo-

(click pc for larger pic ^^)
body butter!
maybe buying body mist instead,
since i have like 101 moisterisers at home -.-

this is nice too~ :DD

brought some products from the VS line before too
this is one of them-

looks familiar yeah?
i think cos of this- :D

(ignore mai fucked up face)

my pinkyhtunhtun loved it alot lo~ ^^

yeah,

this pic was taken when pinky & jiachi was at mai house

n they were like taking my things and advertising it?!

hahas,

MERMORIES (:

& maybe buying some dress too. o.o

friend: you know how old Britney Spears lost her virginity?

me: dunno. 12? 15??

friend: nope. 14!

me: WTF. TATS LIKE SO YOUNG. D:

friend: you were the one tat said 12 lehhs, -.-

me: hahas x.x

Sometimes,

i say things tat i really dun mean.

i noe this convo v no link la,

but tats the only one i can rmb. LOL.

and as you know,

i have like serious STM :/

Tiong wif K, den Plaza sing wif S.

2010-12-15T06:07:00.000-08:00

Keri Hilson - Promise In The Dark

met kirsten @ tiong~
i pei her eat lunch ma ((:
and as usual(wtf) i was late -.-
she jioed me at like 10.40?
den i only got thr like 3 plus? HEHES :*
my poor bitch was like waiting at home for me to get ready ._.

so pei-ed her eat,
den went shop. :D

oh,
and at more than words,
saw some familiar guy standing beside me.
see prply le den realised it was LALA!
wtf manz.
so tat shop tat he was woking at was tat?! ARGH D:
luckily i was covering my face all along so he din see me.
hahs. dummy :P
still made a fool out of himself lo.
go put plastic bag over head, pretending to be some zombie. -.-
actually kirsten din noe he was LALA,
den she was like, " I hope he suffocates and dies."
ILOVEMAIBITCH, <:

AHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA. XDD

brought smth cute ^^

after tat,
we went manicure-ing (LOL)
finally manz!
haiis,
just Love mai nails now. (Y)

den kirstty went home. :/

met shanella. ((:
den headed to plaza sing.
me damn jealous of her uber chio hair straightener la. D:
WOYAOOOOOOOOOOOOO! :<

anyways,
thanks for the great day babes :D
ilyasm, <:

oh, and fuck the hss's HOD.
knn.
kp la horh,
appeal dunno ji ba duo ci liao den still dw give me chance?
__

Do you ever felt all alone at a crowded place filled with ppl?

They'll come back if they really love you.

2010-12-15T06:02:00.000-08:00

Taylor Swift - Back To December

Do you love me?

even just for once? ._.

Mai Bitch's hse.

2010-12-14T03:30:00.000-08:00

JLS - Love You More

went kirsten BITCH'S hse tdy~
go PLAYYYYY. LOLOL.
her hse got like 1 dog and 2 cats?
wtf manz. -.-

at first dun even dare go in her hse la :/

ppl who noe me noes tat i very very scare die animals one.

ESPECIALLY DOGS. D:
den after much courage, managed to go in (:

and the dog keep following me everywhr la.

i swear i almost died man.

and mai stupid bitch did something mean ):

in fact,

VERY VERY VERY MEAN.

shall not tell u all wad she did :b

anyways,

after wad she did,

wasnt really scare opf dogs le. :DD

well, at least i dare go near it and even touch it~ ^^

shld totally "THANK" kirstty for scaring the shit out of me manz.

she help me overcome my phobia lehhs! LOL. WTHH.

Had fun wif mai Bitch ((:

omgomgomgomg.

and LALA's totally really digusts me these days.

haiis, and i almost died ( again -.-) when shanella told me he come tiong work.

WTF manz.

wan see me? man man deng ba. :P

srsly idk why i so heartless to a cute guy la. ._.

iheartfood.foodheartsme.[:

2010-12-13T06:25:00.000-08:00

Kris Allen - Heartless (Studio Ver)

just watched the 9pm show just now - "破天王"
im like watching every 9pm show now~ ^^
hello, its the holidays? :DD

toked to mai bitch - kirsten(: on the phone just now.
i love toking to mai bitch yehhhhhs.
like toking to her everyday nows (Y)

saw this pic while toking to her jus now, and we started toking abt fooooooood~

*MYFAVTOPIC*

well, not really (:

BEN&JERRYS((:

mai bitch say i heartless cos i rejected a guy cuter den piggy. LOL.

i only wan piggy mahhs. ._.

I loved you.

2010-12-13T00:34:00.000-08:00

Ashley Tisdale - Last Christmas

Once bitten, twice shy.

One of the saddest things in the world, is loving someone that once loved you. :/
and once you found out abt it,
youre like: 'wtf, why din you love me earlier? we could have been the perfect couple yea..'

its all wrong, the timings.

Meeting the right guy at the wrong time, is a bad thing. ._.

All I can do is to Cry over it.

2010-12-11T07:03:00.000-08:00

Katy Perry - Not like the Movies

i damn want tis nails manz! <: suits the season. heh :P

i just cried very badly infront of my mum ._.

i really really really dw go sec 4NA next year la D:
fml srsly la,

i appeal oso no use.

nbcb la,

i whole year no records still dw give me chance? -'-

& i just realised i hvent start my holiday assignments yet.

no motivation ma. :/

Favourtism.

2010-12-11T03:57:00.000-08:00

Something 'Bout Love - David Archuleta

ytd,
i left my little brother at an ulu ulu bustop~
ive been tolerating his stupid nonsense for v long yeah.
den somebody had to send him him home.
Heh. :*
& the best part is, mummy din scold me for it! (Y)
Well, you cant blame her for loving me more, :D

but daddy doesnt think tat way, :/
mai stupid big mouth sis go tell everything to him when he called back tat day :O
oh well, and as usual, he will never understand.

Hey,
you threw me out of the house when i was his age didnt you?
why din u worry when you did?
you're like always throwing me at of the house for some stupid mistake i made.
sometimes i really wonder,
why do you hate me tat much??
i did the same thing as wad u did to me didnt i?
oh and,
you never smiled at me when i ws i kid not even once
well at least until i was 10.
you will never understand how miserable i felt when i was kid.
the terror.
one minute i was laughing happily,
and the next you started caning me like some animal?
you call your daughter
useless, idiot, stupid and many othr names...
am i really ur daughter???
you never gived me ANY present before.
not even a single birthday present.
when i asked for wad i want for my next birthday,
you say wad, $2 oso wun give.
you will even make a birthday girl cry on her birthday. D:
and yeah,
you never treat my siblings tat way.
i was the unlucky one?

Favourtism - its kills inside.

no noooo,
is not favourtism~
you just hate me for no apparent reason. ._.

haiis,
enough tok abt tat man.
if im gonna continue, next year oso cant finish la.

anyways,
chatted with kirsten'BITCH :D on the phone~ ^^
i love toking to mai bitch manz ><

Primary sch bbq!

2010-12-10T06:58:00.000-08:00

The Wanted - All Time Low

ytd,
went primary sch bbq~
met eileen, zhi sian & glenn at JE mrt @ arnd 1.
& as usual, i was late -.-
im like nvr in time for any of my meetings man ._.
ohh,
& i damn missed mai retard kks! XDD

we arrived at the west coast park, area 2, pit 7 (rmbed cos i was the one who looked for it, -.-)
like super damn early la. like 2 hours earlier? :/

bbq was ok luhhs.
the fire keep dying. -.-
LOLOL, eat at ur own risk. :P
speaking of tat,
zhi sian jus fb-ed me,
he say he tdy got stomache keep going toilet
omg, suey~
luckily i no have :D

left arnd 6 cos was hungry n din eat much cos of te fire, D:
so headed to JP wif eileen, zhi sian & glenn.
the bus ride was like super damn long la, i almost freezed to death :/

ate dinner, walked arnd, and ate supper thr~ ^^

homed at 11 plus.
tired max ._.

Boy, among the sea of faces, you caught my eye (:

Shanella came to my hse like 6.30am tdy? -.-

2010-12-08T06:28:00.000-08:00

Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone

ytd,
wasnt feeling too well,
so msged shanell tat not going work for the next day le X.X
i msg the time like 1 plus, she slp liao ._.

den at like 6 plus?
tat dodobird, (i mean DOUDOU :D)
called my hse phone -'- wtf.
and say wad shes coming ovr now?!
xiaojie ah, u noe wads the time ma? -.-

gratz to me man,
i was still in my pyjamas and hvent brush teeth yet when she came D:

she say cant find replacement,
den wan me to go to work tdy. :(
i wan my slp! >:
so got no choice, but to follow her. :<

but the work damn easy sia~ ^^
sit in aircon room slack. LOLOL.
pay oso v high. :D

oh, and all thanks to shanella,
i couldnt stop laughing otw home -.-
LOL WTF, epic face. HAHAS. XDD

need to work tmrw oso,
but i got my primary sch bbq so cant le ._.
at least now shanell got time to find replacement!
HEHES :*

ohohhh,
and my daddy called from america~
he was like fucking happytat i went out to work instead of just going out
and lazing arnd like pig all day -.-
& he said tat he will give me a 10% bonus for wad i earned in total! (Y)
:D :D :D

Some human's totally gone too far this time.
shall not waste my time ranting abt her here~
-im a nice person (:-
on second tot, maybe i would do the ranting when im free ^^ LOLS.

You’re upset ‘cause your girl talks to other guys. Well -

•Have you thought that you’re the reason she does ?
•Have you thought about that she’s asking them ”what should I do?” & they tell her to leave you but she stays with you ‘cause she cares ?
•Have you thought about how shes seeking advice from a guy about a guy ?
•Have you thought about how she’s been told she deserves better but she settles for you ?

Apparently not.

I got lost in Singapore! D:

2010-12-07T06:33:00.000-08:00

Neyo - One in a Million

HARLOW, <:

went tuition today.
den ltr headed down to vivo~

& i swear manz,
im never ever gonna take 195 again la.
i fking got lost la. -.-
at take the bus,
den realised took the wrong side one, :O
so got down and went to the othr side to take.
and i end up at like IKEA? wtf man -'-
so took cab D:
if not i would be like lost forever lo.
knn. waste my money nia.
i was like 1 hour late for my meeting wif shanell & haoyuan. ._.
HEHES :*

ahmad called 0.o
so chatted wif him for awhile
while shanell & haoyuan played some monopoly deal game
ahmad say piggy's new haircut fking nice sia. -.- wtf

den awhile ltr haoyuan left~ ^^
saw damn alot of hss ppl la O.O
{Crystal, Tisha,
Vanessa, Natalie, & fwen,
Geoffrey, victor? & fwen.}
LOLOL X.X

ate & shopped. ((:

ohohh,
and i found a new job! (Y)
thanks to shanell tan. -.-
some typing job nia. 0.o
start frm tmrw. D:
need wake up like 6.30 tmrw la :((
i hope thurs no need work lo.
IDW MISS MY PRI SCH BBQ! :<
haiis,
sad story.

Theres a million guys around but I don't see no one but you. - I'd be lying if I said tat yeah~

Old habits don't die. :<

NDP'10 - MMRS

2010-12-06T01:55:00.000-08:00

Monica - Love all Over Me

actually supposed to go swimming wif yamin,
but cos of some things jiu nv go le D:

so rotted at home the day -.-
not exactly rotted la.
ate damn alot of food,
watch american idol,
use comp,
and view some of my old pics~ ^^

speaking of tat,
i happened to open the NDP '10 pics. :DD

it was a fun/tiring/fked up/fun/etc.. experience. LOL.

but still,
thanks for the mmrs~((:

ps: sry ah,
no pic of the food,
cos for every practice,
we either had KFC or PIZZA HUT~ (Y)

we met knew fwens like these two hotties infront.
(which kirsten think they're hot) LOLOL.

and spied on MICHAEL TAN PAU FATT. (i hope he doesnt see this)

but i think he long noe we stalking him liao. HEHES :*

is kirsten ask me do one horh! ><

& piggy noes tat im an awesome stalker~ :P rites? HAHAS XD

and also the stupid makeup part. -.-

if you actually zoom the pic den u could actually see tat our makeup is like totally FAIL.

all thanks to the makeup artists who anyhow put for us :((

more pics on fb~

ohohh,

btw,

the kirsten finally got back her phone tdy!

like finally manz~ , after 8 months.

Bitches Forever! x3

& oso NDP'10

made me think of wj :X

maybe tats cos ur the one i msg & think abt throughout all the practices X.X

i just want to say tat,

im sorry tat i only gave you like only 1/7 of my love,

im sorry for being such a bad girlf,

and lastly,

im sorry tat we couldnt last forever ._.

but thanks for letting me believe tat love actually existed.

cos before you,i lived to the thinking tat all guys are big-time jerks
and even regarded you as one. :O

Do you remember how we felt sitting by the water?

You put your arm around me, For the first time (:

ur oso the first guy tats house i would go to even after we broke up for over a month, <:

n i think you would be the only guy tat would give me a goodbye kiss at the end of our relationship. ._.

......................................................................................................

haiis,

why am i even typing all of this man.

i alrdy have another person tat i love le lehh. X.X

ltr got ppl see this den jealous agn.

i mention some random guy jiu jealous lerh. D:

but ohwell,

being jealous is healthy! :DD

Baby, (L)

2010-12-05T04:04:00.000-08:00

Justin Beiber - Baby (Feat. Ludacris)

Are we an item, girl quit playing.

We're just friends what are you saying?

Its probably cos you think you're cooler than me ((:

2010-12-04T23:00:00.000-08:00

Vanessa Hudgens - Paper Cut

friday,
actually was supposed to go Univeral Studio
wif yamin & some other ppl,
but cos of the stupid weather,
couldnt go le D:

arnd 6.30? ,
cousin called~ ^^
she say she will be coming over :DD
which is an awesome thing cos everytime she comes,
we will get FREEE STUFFFFFF~ (Y)
and we can like actually choose it ((:

my bro got his stupid bayblade - he has like millions of them at home -.-
my sis got her name sticker~ 0.o
n i got 35 bucks! :D

if it was last time den i would feel tat $35 is like v little,
but now, i need to work like 7 hours to get tat $35! , HEH(:

oh well~ ^^

she treated us to KFC. LOLOL.
saw some hss hotties :X

saturday,
was slping happily~
when the old witch called :@
she ask me and farhana to go down and work.
she called like damn early luhhs.
11.40am leh :(
i used to wake up like 2pm everyday.
HEHES :*

and as usual,
i was late agn -.-
but this time only for 45 mins! :D
big improvement leh.
last time was one hour ._.
LOL.
worked from 1.45-6.45~
got my pay too ^^
but see go minus like 6$ frm my pay? -'-
n i actually tot tat se forgot abt te dinner money. :/

ohohh,
and my HELLO KITTY <3 said someth tat made me smile (:

Heartbreak cos you found someone not worth.
Those dogs. :]

HAHAS :D awwed((:

missing piggy now :/
goodluck for your marathon yeah~ ((:

Hypophrenia.

2010-12-03T01:04:00.000-08:00

EDITTED!/-

Boys Like Girls - The Great Escape

:((

credits to tumblr~

Being replaced - it hurts.

2010-11-30T04:21:00.000-08:00

Chris Brown - Yeah 3x

YO (:
sorry peeps for not blogging for so long yeah :X
emoing ma. LOL -.-
anyways, thanks shanell, terence & some othr ppl pei wo msg tis few days ^^

Don't say you love her if you don't ever mean it. You will end up hurting her badly.

idk why,
but i started hating you out of a sudden when we were chatting tat day.
nahh,
it was not for you trickin me to change my r/s status or acting like a jerk.
but,
for no reason at all,
my feelings for you started fading.
yeah,
i alrdy knew everything tat you said to me tat day.
its just tat when you sad it.
you were like forcing me to face reality :/

its her you msg whe we're tgt,
its her you think abt when we're kissing,
its her you are missing when im abt to die missing you.

deep in your heart, its her, not me. D:

well, tats wad being a replacement all abt yeah?

yesyes,
i noe.
we made use of each other.
you used me to replace whom you have just lost.
while i used you to replace the J guy. (wtf) -.-

but i never tot tat i would actually fall for you.
this badly. :/

monday,
arnd like 3 plus my tuition teacher's wife called.
say need ppl help her do thing ._.

-skip the boring part-

summary: i got a job yeah -.-
magazine packaging -'-

they say need two helpers.
so went thr wif shanell.
first day fking tiring sia.
i do 15 min den shoulder ache le -.-
5.30pm-9.30pm~

go home the time fking scary sia.
the corridor damn dark ._.
den shanell say wan play song.
n guess wad song she played?

Justin Bieber - Baby

wtf?!
of all songs???
den she keep singing like one dodo -.-
i think she made everything scarier.

ohohh,
and we took the bus home the time,
we missed our stop,
and end up at ORCHARD. -'-
wtfwtfwtf man.
argh -'-
somemre its like 10.30 at nite? -.-

tuesday,
work agn :/
10am-4pm
was late for half an hour X.X
shanell dw work liao so i need find replacement for her~
i smsed like almost everyone at monday arnd 12?
and like only few replied but say cant D:
so my cousin's friend decided to help me.
wtf manz.
i dun even noe her -.-
den working the time like arnd 10.30,
receieved the replies tat i sent last nite -.- -.-
somemre like alot say wan work lehhs!
argh D:
nv say earlier :((

but met new friends yeah~ ^^ (Y)

at home,
shanell keep calling me -.-
she keep asking me when the witch gonna call. LMFAO.
shes like so free while im like entertaining 4 ppl at tat moment? :O

ohyaa,
i wan share wif you an sms my dear sent to me. LOLOL.

okeh, nite. loveyou muamua wo ai si ni.
I will give my life fr you my baby.
ur the only one i love n i will never leave u.
even if the sky is falling down wo hai hui ai ni okay.
and even if i dont get my $20, i will still love you.
BABY!
ur th whole world to me,
dont ever leave me my true love.

LMFAO.
i din read the last part horh :P
HAHAHS!
happy guessing on who wrote this~ XDD

wednesday,
went to the office wif shanell to get our pay.
the old witch fking kp la.
keep cutting our pay -'-
dinner money oso wan cut la?! zz.

den went vivo~
i think i spent like my whole pay thr manz. ._.
haiis, i shld like totally stop being so spend thrift.

repainted my nails :D
BLACKKKKKKK!!!

thursday,
went work wif farhana. ((:
2pm-6pm.
was supposed to reach thr by 1pm but i was like 1 hour late? HEH :P
actually i was only half an hour late lo.
was waiting for bus 14.
den when it came,
THE FUCKING BUS DID NOT STOP AT MY BUSTOP! o0o
wtf manz, srsly.
i fking did flag lo!

pajiao laoahpeh.

so i needed to wait for the next bus which was like coming in 27 mins time. -'-

farhana nearly killed me man .__.

did a diff thing~~~
not magazine packaging!
but some calender packaging.
it was like much harder and tiring luhhs :/
the supervisor see me do v slow (prpsly one) ,
den she ask me go fole the brochure instead~ ^^
it was like hell lot less tiring la.
damn slack :P
pity farhana fo doing the calender thingy for almost the whole time.
HEHES :*

Pull your hair! :P

2010-11-28T06:08:00.000-08:00

2NE1 - It Hurts

woke up at like 11.30 tdy?
quite early nia, thanks to someone keep noisy.

bathed, den used my hair straightener!
awesome at first,
fking fun la~ ^^
& and hair turned out to be awesome (Y)
but to curl after like a few hours... -argh- -.-

actually supposed to follow my mum & attend muaii
tuition teacher's sis's wedding,
but mum ask me dun go,
cos if i go den need pay more angbao money.
LOLOL.

so used the comp for like the whole day ._.
got one cb person keep irritating me on msn, -.-

ohohh,
& i removed my nail poilish.
got sick & tired of it,
keep chipping de. -.-

feeling damn giddy & pukish arnd 8?
haiis,
i think im gonna die manz. LOL
still feeling tat way up to now though. :/

Jurong East swimming complex~ ^^

2010-11-27T05:40:00.000-08:00

Nelly - Just a Dream

terence's sms woke me up, (argh!)
den realised oso got text from eileen and ernest~ :O
hey ppl, its like only 9am in the morning?
din noe they woke up like so damn early...
somemore eileen's msg was like 7.55? wth.

msged terfor awhile den went back to slp.
slept until like 12?
was planning to sleep until 2 but mum keep kpkb, so yeah :(

went jurong swimming complex wif sis, bro & swezin's bro.
swezin couldnt make it cos she got smth on... D:
fun ttm manz~ ^^

at lazy river the time keep screaming like one idiot la,
all thanks to someone, -.-
swam for like damn long :DD
SWIMMING (Y)

ohohh,
and when i was going to come out of the bathroom after showering,
the fucking retarded lock could not open! FML srsly.
luckily i got bring my phone inside den call some ppl to help -.-
until call the staff thr to come,
but i managed to open it before they came. LOL.
kp la stupid staff nv say sorry,
still scold me oso.
knn, ur stupid lock got prob my fault? -'-
ur mother die la.

ate kfc for dinner! :D
homed at arnd 9+

found out damn many things tat i shldnt noe abt you tdy..
-sighs-
i din noe u were tat shameless though.
ure the first guy tat i noe tat will still flirt wif ur ex,
and still baby here baby thr?

I swear now I can't take it, knowing somebody's got my baby;

will he come back? no one knows.
& I realised yeah, it was only just a dream. :/

KOIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!

2010-11-26T04:36:00.000-08:00

EDITED!/-

Shakira Feat Dizzee Rascal - Loca

went koi > iluma > bj > bugis street > tiong with shanell. :DD
saw desmond and some othr hss ppl O.O
hahas, KOIKOIKOI <3
suprisingly i finished th whole bottle, large somemre leh~
proud of myself ^^
of cos excluding the pearls la, its like so many
could like die of choking finishing all the pearls X.X
LOL.

oh, & something funny happened~ :P

bought something v awesome. ((:
supposed to go to Universal studio with family and some othr ppl at nite,
but cos of some reasons jiu nv go le D:
but will be going next week! <:

got like damn alot a pimples la.
i've tried like everything,
washed my face, exfoiliated, masked, pimple cream...
but none of it worked!
ARGH -'-
FK U STUPID PIMPLES -.-

currently chatting wif some ppl on msn & fb :P
HELLO KITYYYYYYYYYYY!
she copy me nia, like hello kitty!
nvmnvm, CINNAMOROLL BETTER!!! <3

im like damn confused rite now,
I dun even get it, we were chatting happily and one day you decided to walk away. Why man why? Was I too annoying? Too childish?

Aqua Sense

2010-11-25T07:31:00.000-08:00

Mizz Nina feat.Colby O'Donis - What you waiting for

just put on a face mask just now (it says aqua sense?)
quite nice ah.
but not as nice as the yoghurt mask.
but this mask has a section tat covers the eyes! :D
which most mask dun have yeah~

watching BOF now~ ^^ Loveyou <3

Green tea & White rose ((:

2010-11-25T03:42:00.000-08:00

Far East Movement - Rocketeer

YOYOYO (:

went tiong tdy and got an awesome face moisteriser & body moisteriser too~ ^^
so its like two moisterisers altogether :DD
but they are like fking awesome la.
just love th smell.
Green tea & White rose (L)
got one bitch keep staring at me sia. -'-
i stare back jiu dun dare stare le :D
Stop staring there Bitch, cause I can stare btr den u ((:
muahahahaaa~ LOLOL.

den tok on the phone wif doreen.
tok abt many stuff~~~ :P
ohohh,
and she got like 261 for her PSLE?
she say its good enough,
but i dun think so!
given her ability,
she could actually get like 270+ lo.
and her father actually said before she got her results,
tat if she got 270+ she would get an $5000 reward! wtf la.:O
haiis,
but nvmnvm.
she happy jiu hao.

LALA msged me at like 6.30+ in the evening?
he say he just woke up ._.
cute la him ><

& i dunno why,
but i just cant stop laughing, wth -.-
maybe its like wad my CL teacher said?
her switch spoil liao. LOLOLOL. X.X

anyways,
playboys will always be playboys yeah?
no matter how much love you put into them,
they would ignore you and go flirt with a whore to make you jealous,
& you would still love him. D:

How could you be so Heartless? :/

Twinnie's & dodobird dislikes fishballs hse~

2010-11-24T04:53:00.000-08:00

Cheryl Cole - Promise This

woke up like 2.33 tdy?
wtf. so fucking late la.
quicky showered and ate.

den headed to yamin&doreen's house.

Me: Hi. open the door please. -.-
Yamin: -stares at me for 5 seconds- OMG! U GREW TALLER!!! LOL.
Me: wth, -.- -.-

slacked at their house for awhile.
they say wan go down play badminton or cycle.
but i too lazy.
so after much consideration, (wtf)
doreen decided to go and cycle alone,
while yamin pei me to use her comp at her hse. LOLOL

._.

anyways,
had much fun yeah, :D

Really regret not meeting you when I was given the chance to;
The weather too cold?
Great excuse Angela.

I loved before and I had been loved.

2010-11-24T04:49:00.000-08:00

What happens when someone you love hurts you? What happens when someone loves you? What happens when you’re confused with your own feelings? Lastly, what happens when the person who hurts you, loves you?

You woke up to find the other side of the bed empty, with no one. You sighed, it is a daily routine. You were always alone, although you are married. Well, forced marriage. You began to tidy up the bed. You went out to the living room, no notes on the table or anything. You showered and went out to have your breakfast. You were always bored stiff at home, so you decided to shop around. When you reached home, you were greeted by a question “where have you been all day?” Your husband, Zack, asked. “I… I went out to shop around.” You meekly replied. “Whatever, it’s none of my business anyway.” He headed for the door, “where are you going?” You asked. “Who are you to ask me?” He retorted and slammed the door hard enough for you to flinch.

You slump onto the couch and tried hard not to cry. He had not showed you any concern, at all. Always those mean words that hurt you like a dagger pierced through your heart. You were tired from all these but what can you do? You love him, too much to stop loving. After so much brooding, you did your daily stuffs and headed to bed. Every day, Zack would come home late and leave early in the morning. Sometimes you wonder, was it because of you? Does he detest you so much? There is no love in this marriage, not really. Only one sided love from you. No matter how bad or mean he treated you, you didn’t give up because you believed that he’ll feel your love, one day.

One day you were out for grocery shopping. You were listening to the radio with your earpiece, blasting the volume. Heading for the road, you didn’t hear a car horning. Before you knew it, you were unconscious. Waking up with a hint of dizziness, you groaned. “Hey you’re awake! I’m going to call for the doctor.” A guy wearing a cap said and rushed outside of the room. The doctor said that you’re to stay under observation for 2 days. “You are…?” You asked the guy with the cap. “Oh, I’m John. I’m the driver who almost knocked you down.” He said with his head looking down. “I’m Susan. I guessed it’s my fault for not paying attention to the road.” You smiled a little. “Erm, do you need me to contact your family members?” He asked and you immediately said no. “I… I don’t want to worry them.” You said meekly. He just nodded, not pressing any further.

Zack was welcome by an empty house. “Susan.” He called out but no one answered. He began to call you but the ringtone was heard in the bedroom. He had no ways to find you and he’s getting worried. “Why am I getting so anxious for her? If she doesn’t want to come home, don’t then.” He said to himself and proceeds to bed.

These 2 days, John had been staying by your side and also both of you had become closer. You were packing your stuff as you were discharged from the hospital; John came in and helped you. “I shall fetch you home, in case you were not paying any attention again.” He tried to joke. “Well, okay.” Upon reaching your house, just when you get out of the car you saw Zack coming out. “Where have you been?” He asked you harshly. “I… My friend needed help as she was sick so I stayed at her house. Sorry for not informing you beforehand.” John was at the side wondering why you did not tell Zack that you were in the hospital. “Then who’s that guy?” Zack asked. You looked back to see John looking questionably at you. “He, he is my friend’s brother. He just wanted to fetch me home.” You said, not daring to look at John anymore. “Whatever pack the house. It’s messy after 2 days.” “Okay.” You answered meekly as Zack walked off. You were about to head inside your house when, “Who is he Susan? Why don’t you dare to tell him the truth?” John asked, feeling anger upon seeing how Zack treated you and how you were so weak in front of him. “You don’t understand…” “Yes, I don’t understand. So I want you to explain to me.” You turned around to see him in front of you. “I… I…” You struggled to say but your tears are falling. He raised his hand to wipe the tears off your cheek, “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t yell at you. I… just…” You buried your head against his chest, crying all your frustrations out. He just stood there, comforting you.

Both of you were sitting on the bench of the park, enjoying the warm breeze. You knew that John wanted to know what’s going on badly, so you decided to tell him, everything. “I’m married.” You stated simply. “But, there’s no ring on your finger!” He exclaimed, feeling shocked. “It’s a forced marriage actually. But unlike those in dramas, I actually love him. He doesn’t feel the same though. He was unhappy; he said that I’m not worthy to wear the wedding ring. I’ll never have any love from him. He’s out flirting with other women, but I can’t do anything even if I know it. I’m weak and worthless.” You said as your tears were threatening to fall again. “Why don’t you divorce?” He asked softly. “I can’t… Bear to do it. I love him, and I’ll never stop.”

Since then, both of you had been hanging out more often. In the afternoon, you two will hang out in the park. John had been treating you nicely too. He showed you care when no one else were there for you. Till one day, “Do you want to eat ice cream?” John asked you. “Alright!” You said happily. “So that’s where you’ve been.” A voice that makes your hair on your neck stood up. You slowly turned to the voice, and there stood Zack with another woman. You began to stand up and John followed suit. “No, Zack. I… I can explain.” “There’s nothing to explain, you being with another guy when you’re supposed to be at home.” John protectively stood in front of you and said to Zack, “What about you? You’re supposed to be at home with your wife and yet you’re here, with another woman.” “It’s none of your business.” Zack replied rudely while the woman beside him was standing with an arrogant look. “It’s my business now because I love her.” John stated. You stood still out of shock. Zack chuckled without humor, “look. Being a married woman, you have another guy to love you. What’s so good about you? He must be blind.” He said, looking straight at you. You could feel your tears filling your eyes. Zack turned back to walk away with the woman beside him, leaving you and John. “Hey, Susan. You okay? Just ignore that jerk.” John tried to console you.

Zack left to a club and began to drink his heart out. He didn’t know why he is so upset just because that John admitted that he loves you. Was he jealous? No, couldn’t be. He tried to convince himself that he loves Susan not. But it seems that his heart is protesting. Whenever he is with Susan, he would try to be cold and mysterious. He didn’t want to let Susan know more about him. Its better this way, he thought. But, his heart is crying out, I love you to Susan…

After crying, there’s only dead silence between you and John. The sun is setting, you decided to leave. “It’s getting darker, I should go back now.” You said quietly, getting up to leave. “Wait.” John said and you stopped at your track without looking back at him. “I know you must be shock of my confession today. I didn’t want to tell you because I know you still love him…” “Stop! Stop saying… Zack’s right. You should love another girl instead. Why me? I’m worthless, a trash.” You kneeled onto the floor crying. What did you do to deserve such pain? You were sick and tired of everything. You could not hold on much longer anymore. It hurts emotional pains. John went forward to hug you, quietly sobbing with you.

After a long day, you lay down on your bed. Closing your eyes, you remembered how John cried with you. He was always there, never giving you up. Even though you still love Zack, he said that he would wait. Out of the sudden, the door bang. You were startled but you knew Zack was home. You quickly turned to your sides and pretended to sleep. Zack walked till he’s in front of you and caress your face. You lightly shivered from his touch. “You know, Susan… I always loved you, but… I’m a chicken. I don’t dare to admit so I would cover it up by hurting you. I’m sorry.” He said softly and went to shower. After he went off, your face was filled with tears. Why must you tell me everything now? Why is my feeling wavering?

You went off to a hotel to stay as you need to have a clear mind. You were frustrated with all of these dramas going on. Your cellphone is ringing every single time so you decided you switch it off. After two days of no troubles, you were totally replenished. It seems like you had no troubles at all but now, you know you have to make a decision that would change your life.

As John could not contact you, he thought Zack did something to you. He went to your house and knocked. When no one answered, he almost knock the whole door down till, “hey! What are you doing to my house!” Zack who just came back shouted. “Where is Susan?” John demanded. “I don’t know.” Zack shrugged. “I’m here.” You said, appearing behind both of them. “Where did you go to? I call you many times!” John said. “I’m here, because I want to make a decision.” You said with 100 percent of seriousness. Both of them waited for you to start. “Thank you Zack, for letting me love you. I’m happy to be your wife, even though there’s no true love between us.” “No Susan, it’s not true. I love you, but I…” You shake your head. “It’s already too late. John, thank you for being such a good friend, always. I’m sorry, I can’t return the feelings.” You looked at him apologetically. “I hope 3 of us would remain friends as I’m going to start on my new life.”

I loved before and I had been loved. It’s enough for me because I need no dramas already.

srsly, wads wrong wif this zack man? dumbass~

Moodless

2010-11-23T03:31:00.001-08:00

SNSD- Run Devil Run

dunno why no mood to blog these few days.
imytm tats why? O.O

anyways,
sunday was my lil bro's bday.
i swear we did not invite ANYBODY.
and at arnd 5? ,
some fat guy rang the doorbell.
and he was actually my bro's fwen.
and then slowly, smal kiddos started invading my hse. WTF?!

more pics on fb~ ^^

ps: i really really miss you very very very very very much.
i wonder if you feel the same too~

Ikeaaaaaa!

2010-11-20T04:17:00.000-08:00

Perfect Nightmare - Shotelle

went ikea with family.
saw kyi kyi & min's parents 0.o
bought many many many things :D
the queue at the restaurant was like - OMG ._.
so fking long la.
(but the one at expo was longer X.X)
but once i ate the foooood,
haiis,
was worth it :D
Meatballs & Chicken wings <3

thr was an ah beng on the bus back home tat keep "showing off"
how "ah beng" he was went when he was in sec sch to this girf~
he was like toking damn loudly la,
i think the whole bus heard his story
LOLOL. :P

then after a while mum realised we took the wrong bus! :O
& we ended up back at ikea. WTF. -.-
waste my bloody time sio.
so took cab home instead.
argh,
missed my drama show D:

LALA finally msged me after like 2 days?
eh wait,
he msged me ytd but i ignored it
hehs :X
._.
he say he's sick...
he's like always sick la; wtf.
srsly i dun trust guys tat easily after the whole piggy incident anymore.

ohohohhhh,
and get this in your head dude,
i will
NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER NEVER
date a guy tats younger than me~
esp like 2 years? wtf?!
idk why but jus simply msging you
digusts me.
make me feel like one pedophile
LOL.

Don't you know ? If you have a reason for loving someone, its not love.

When was the last time you did something for the first time?

2010-11-18T00:21:00.000-08:00

Taylor Swift - You belong with me

Let’s pretend nothing has happened.
Let’s pretend as if we hardly knew each other.
But that was really something unforgettable for me.
I knew that what had happened , stays there and we are bound to forget it.
It did not mean anything although the feeling of being so
wanted was so good at that very moment.
Intoxicated.
You’re such a bastard but I still find you cool though.
Yeah, it’s ridiculous.
I promise myself not to talk to you first. I swear.
Maybe we will bump into each other someday and who knows,
we both will then be different, different in a good way and we can be good plain friends.
I think the reason why I still bother entertaining you is because i know and believe that deep down, you’re really good and sweet.
I can’t really say I like you but I really do enjoy your company.
No Regrets.

No more Choir! Hallelujah!! :D

2010-11-17T23:18:00.000-08:00

Nothing on you - Bruno Mars

My mama say i can go out, but cannot go choir~
How awesome is tat? :DD

anyways,
staying at home tdy..
feeling kinda sick :X
love sick? :O

i wish my dad didnt bring my camera to US manz,
i cant take like any pics now -.-
hp camera sux.

yongzi say got 6c bbq :D (finally)
hope many ppl can attend~
miss my primary sch peeps ttm X.X

piggypiggypiggy,
imyimyimyimyimyimyimyimy D:

i've tried ok,
tried loving another guy to cure my love sickness,
but it was useless,
only you can cure it. ._.

R's Bday & Ms Goh's Wedding

2010-11-17T05:39:00.000-08:00

Taylor Swift - Mine

tuesday,
renae's bday celebration :D
met her and jeremy at her hse downstairs.
went habourfront.
ate pizza hut (:
the ppl thr damn joke sio,
jiachi wave her hands to ask for smth,
den the person wave back at her.
wtf, -.-
funny ttm~
den went vivo~ ^^
saw Joanne & Evelyn.
jeremy was like so pissed off at us la,
for keep walking into those girl shops and ignoring him.
MUAHAHHAHA XDD
spend like fucking long explaining to him abt the hair volume thingy,
but i dun think he gets it manz -.-
BITCHBITCHBITCH.
he got bored whileme and jiachi were camwhoring,
so he leftttt~ :DD

Ben & Jerry's rocks k.

rai came after a while,
miss her to pieces man (:
talked & shopped :D
i bought like two shorts <:
& now i have like only 73 bucks for the rest of the holiday.
i wonder how i came survive man.
haiis.

needed a massage BADLY after i got home :/

repainted my nails <:
i shld like totally stop repainting them man -.-
anyways,
i love my current nail colour!
BLUEEEEEEEEEE!!!!~
chio max :D
think im probably sticking to tat colour till school holiday is over.

got one fucker keep dw return my watson's card sia.
make me cannot get my points -'-
not even a sorry yeah?

wednesday, (tdy)
Ms Shirley Goh's wedding! :D
woke up like damn early (9am)
i noe not early for u la,
but i wake up at like 1 everyday so yeah.
met magbelle at tiong,
den headed to habourfront to meet cherlyn & xinhui.

then wedding was like damn looooong la.
but v nice ^^
the husband keep crying la -.-
more emotional den gal sia.
like one sissy
LOL, jkjk :X

after the wedding went eighteen chefs with magbelle~
ate den homed.
dk why, but fking tired manz.

jus realised LALA hvent msg me for like two days :/
bt its good ah.
got one lesser person to entertain(:
i jus dk how to bring it to him tat..
haiis, nvm.

still thinking whether shld go choir tmrw.
so fucking early.
9am lehhs! D:
i need return my library books.
but dw see the pang face nia.
which reminds me,
i hvent pack my lixin's bday present yet!
-winkwink- XD

oh,
and got one stalker stalking my blog sia.
den dun even bother to tag D:

Crazy day with Dodobird~ ^^

2010-11-15T06:47:00.000-08:00

The Script - For the First Time

went to marina square instead of bugis with shanell.
walked alot man -.-
and ate alot too :X
-its a blessing to eat!-
LOL.
finally bought jiachi's gift :D
went to shanell's hse after tat.
bought many things from her blogshop~ ^^
you shld totally thank me bitch!
oh,
and thanks for the "Free" gift ahhs XDD
homed at arnd 8 ._.

cant wait for tmrw manz~ jiachi's bday partyyyyyyyyyyyyy! <:

sianz man,
i fell sick the moment you left. D:

Tata ._.

2010-11-14T04:50:00.000-08:00

Iyaz - Solo

Piggy went back to phillipines tdy D:
he called me like 3 in the morning?
suprisingly i actually could hear the vibrations through my dreams to answer his call :P
talked for awhile, and went back to sleep.
arnd 6 in the morning he smsed me, saying he on the way to his airport le :(
and surprisingly agn, i woke up :D
he say he not gonna come back le,
wonder if its true.
i hope its not la ._.
sayonara piggy, I love you (:

You used the wrong word Boy, I can't forget you, I only can get over you.

talked on the phone with ahmad jus now for the second time,
told me some stuff on some gangsters 0.o
& he keep saying i flirt sia, wtf?! -'-

oh yaaa,
and i repainted my nails,
from Baby Pink to Bright Orange! :D
kinda weird though :X
going bugis wif shanell tmrw.
gonna shop for renae's present <:
hope more ppl can come for her birthday party manz.

Yes, I would die for you Baby ; But you won't do the same.

Piggy Piggy Piggy, Why issit always you?

2010-11-13T04:40:00.000-08:00

Jay Sean - Cry

Once upon a time,
two guys led me on and made me fall for them.
i feel real hard, for both of them. :X
then,
i found out that they were both the same person.
yeah piggy,
i hated you to the core when i found out about this.
but it was only temporary.
you took the love tat were meant to be for two ppl,
tats why i find it so hard to forget you.
cos im not trying to forget just one person,
but two.

i forgave you time and again on how badly you treated me.
Just how many times do we forgive someone just because we don't want to lose them, even though they don't deserve our forgiveness?

Sigh, no matter what I do I can never learn to hate you. Never ever.

I miss you and it kills me. ._.

Aishiteru

2010-11-13T04:28:00.000-08:00

Jason Mraz - Make it Mine

Having mixed feelings now.
din go for swimming just now.
stupid twin. -'-

you just don't how hurt i feel everytime you
ignore my sms or kup my call.
it kills me inside you know?
oh i forgot, you don't care or even know.
you only care for your yourself.
srsly,
you're the most heartless jerk tat i've met,
but unfortunately the guy the i loved most ever before.
really really,
I wanna do what you did to me.
Lead you on, make you fall for me, then just let you go.

Morning?

2010-11-12T20:07:00.000-08:00

Cheryl Cole - Parachute

Morning peeps!~
i noe its alrdy 12, which is afternoon but i now den wake up... so yeah~
waked up quite early tdy though,
have been waking up arnd 1 plus this week.
._.
i feel like a stupid pig sia.

speaking abt pigs,
piggy going phillipines tmrw :(
though i noe tat he will not call back,
theres still this 1% in me hoping tat he will ._.
will miss him~

I love you more than…
Spongebob loves Jellyfishing.
Sandy loves Karate.
Mr Krabs loves Money.
&& Squidward loves his Clarinet.
But baby, I need you like plankton needs the krabbypatty secret formula… 

anyways,
going swimming ltr with Cynthia & Maylin.
hope cynthia can make it this time man.
if not i will totally _____
LOL.
i just realised tat it has been a week since i last swam!
-shrieks-
omg, i totally need to start swimming before i grow shorter man.
:X

Yoghurt Mask! :D

2010-11-12T08:24:00.000-08:00

just put on a Yoghurt Mask.
so fking nice la.
can i eat it instead? :D
i srsly need to find more time to take care of my skin man.
shld at least put on a mask once a week. ._.
which reminds me,
i only have like 2 masks left.
haiis,
need go shop for more liao. (:

to my beloved Dodobirdd, CHEER UP LEHHS :`(
it hurts to see my love ones in so much pain. D:

oh yaa,
and NEVER NEVER NEVER think of suicide.
even i, Angela Win,
has been through so much in life,
from beig demoted, backstabbed & betrayed by some guy
has never thought of suicide before. :D
like u said,
after dying,
one is left with nothing,
nothing at all.
:/

Hollow? It's Hello (:

2010-11-12T06:41:00.000-08:00

Hi there.
i've been wanting to start this blog v long ago.
like at the start of this year, where everything was perfect.
but i was too lazy :X

and so, i started this when everything is all shattered.
dumb rite?
but i hope that i will start recording all my daily activities here
be it good or bad~ :D